to her integrity.
Today started out like most other days, early. She’d had trou-
ble sleeping for some time now. Although she was tired after working
in the fields with her extended family, she found herself lying in bed
with her mind elsewhere. Blaine, at thirty five, felt like two different
people somehow. One side of her was the normal woman, complete
with a lonely heart filled by the only person she wouldn’t allow herself
to admit she loved. The other half was a deadly enigma due to her job
and all the atrocities she personally had caused or seen. Her job kept
her away for months, with only the odd phone call to her family to
inform them she was safe. She couldn’t fully disclose her secretive job
to them. In essence, she was divided. What kept her grounded was
God.
The Navy demanded almost all of her time. Consequently,
she could not devote herself, as much as she would have liked, to
the farm. The full-time care for the vineyard had fallen on John and
Holly Wheaton, her adopted family and neighbors. John was like
an older brother. Holly was her confidant, much more like a sister.
Blaine’s only true sibling, her older brother Mark, had been severely
injured in a farm accident two years ago. It was expensive to have
him in a private facility with his own dedicated nurse. Her income
was needed to support Mark’s long-term care and run the farm in
lean years. Mark’s presence was missed everyday, and they visited him
often at the care facility, an hour away.
She began walking back to her home just up the hill from
the barn. Since she had arrived back in North Carolina on leave one
week before, her concentration had been entirely absent. Her days
consisted of working in the fields as a diversion. She had checked the
Navy records from home on the day she arrived for a certain Com-
mander and his status. She could practically go through the process
in her sleep to access his record, she had done it so often over the
last two years. She couldn’t seem to get him off her mind no matter